Dear self,
Hi how are you? I hope you were fine? I hope you have a wonderful day today. You know what these past few days, I noticed that you're always in a bad mood, you're always irritated and complained too much for little things,
you are stressing yourself on those
things that you don’t have any control of,
you are putting so much pressure on people that doesn’t meet your standards especially
on those people around you and worked with you
every day. You know what,
don’t get mad at me, but its look like you are creating a little monster
inside of you. You are creating yourself
into someone that you are supposed not to be. Someone
you don’t want to be.
Remember the times when your
superior is scolding you for some mistakes that was not your fault, you're
always telling me that when time comes that you have to have your own business, you will
never let your people experienced what you have been through, I think you are doing the same pattern as
early as now. You are being harsh on people when they failed to do their job as per your
requirements and expectations. You
raised your voice so easily that it's like you're always angry. Please be reminded that there
were never be any one like you. Don't expect too much. You failed to be a blessing to them, you failed to treat them the way they should
be treated, with utmost love and respect. You
failed to embrace them with the love of Christ but instead you put stubbornness and hatred on their heart. This is not you, I have known you fully well that I have
noticed even the slightest changes in
you. You have a good heart but sometimes
you failed to show that to others, you put an
invisible walls between you and others so that it's very hard for them to see the goodness in
you, it's hard for them to penetrate into
your inner being and they think that you are nothing but a snob and a person
who doesn't care at all. But you know ,
YOU ARE NOT . Every night when you are
praying, you asked God to make you a blessings to other, that you could able to
touch people lives even in the smallest things you do. You want you be an inspiration to
others. But sometimes people misinterpret you, sometimes people think you as a threat and not as an ally. But hey,
but it doesn’t mean that you need to be like that.
Because you are not, in case you have forgotten, let me remind you, you are perfectly and wonderfully
made. Just like the wild flowers in the garden , your
beauty may not be recognized easily,
maybe because you were covered by thorns and weeds all over you.
But once , those some brave people,
removed all those hindrances in your body, they will see a beauty that was polished
by time. You are a perfect manifestation of God's unending love
to the universe. You are one of His well
loved creation. You are priceless and precious. There's so much beauty in you. Maybe not everyone see that, but it does not
make you a lesser person. You are surrounded by people whose love for you is
true and genuine. Whose love for you is more than a skin
deep. Whose love for you goes beyond words, beyond your imperfection, beyond what you can give to them, more so beyond your capacity . They love
you for who you are, the same way God
loves you tremendously. His love for you
enable Him to give His life and to die
on the cross for you. The greatest and
perfect love any person could ever had.
So cheer up and smile , don’t allow yourself be consumed
of too much stress and pressure because you are not destined to be like
that. God created you with a purpose and for a reason. You are loved. Don’t get mad at me, ok? I'm just being true to you. Because God
said in His word, "Better is open rebuke than hidden love"
(Proverbs 27:5). I love you that much , that it gives me courage to speak truthfully to you. Looking forward for
more good of you. And if ever you
slip out of the path again, expect a
letter from me immediately.
Loving
you,
Your
self
