These past few days my spirit is low. I’m in emotional turmoil. I’m in a battle. There are some issues in life that the enemy kept on injecting me, putting on negative thoughts and giving me bad feelings toward others, that if I’m not be careful and watchful will ruined down some time tested friendship and will pulled me apart from those people, that I might regret someday. I tried to kept silent believing that it will pass. That one day I will just woke up that as if nothing happened. I’m afraid to confront that person because I might say words that instead of patching things up, it goes the other way around. Before I used to speak out what is bothering me without thinking first the consequences of my action, but I learned already my lessons the hard way. So better for me to kept silent than to hurt others.
God knows my pain, He knows my struggle and He is comforting me. Yes I’m hurting but His words give me encouragement. His words are my strength. It’s my assurance that though everyone even those people I love will turned their back to me there is still ONE who will never leave me nor forsake me. He will be forever with me. He is faithful.
Friends come and go. We can never forced them to stay. We may give everything to them, our time, our effort, everything that we have, still they will leave us as long as they want. They will find someone better than us. What is important is that we leave them memories, a legacy that will last a lifetime.
As God said in His word “ Trust me in your times of trouble and I will rescue you”. Psalm 50:15. He will be my mighty warrior who will depend me against all attack of enemies. He will rescue me and make sure that I will finish the battle triumphantly.
