GREATEST LOVE

 

I don’t know why I'm feeling this way

I can't comprehend.. I can't understand

Too many questions… to many why's

Still answers  cannot be found…

 

I'm afraid…so scared…so confused…

To know all the truth…

Maybe because I'm not yet ready 

To realized that it's not really meant  to be…

 

You open so many things for me..

You showed me the world  I way I didn’t see

You fill my life with gladness

You bring sunshine into it…

 

Love always find its way ….

In a situation you never think of…

I know time will come we have to be  apart…

But remember, you will always be the greatest love I ever have…

my heavenly master who loves me....

For the past week, I have been fighting  off  different kind of viruses and bacteria my body had accumulated.  Change weather really doesn’t suits me.  I have sniffles, hard cough, slight to medium head ache and  a slight fever at night.  This virus really stricken me a lot. I spent  a long week vacation at home  nursing myself.   Not been able to attend  church activities  and meetings just to avoid spreading virus.  Yet I still  managed  to go to work.   Even though how embarrassing my cough is. I don’t have any choice but to let it out.  Yes I know I was supposed to stay at home  and  take rest, I should think of my health first before anything or anyone .  But sometimes I can't help but to think the other way around.  We often times  think  of others sake first  before our own.  And sometimes  it hurts us if those people doesn't appreciate our effort, especially our bosses, our earthly master.    Even if you give all your best to them, still they wanting more from you.  Your best is not the best  for them.  In the end of the day still your productivity and the  outcome of your work still matters.  You have to do everything and anything  to satisfy them.  To prove them that you are worthy of your position and  salary they are paying you.  We may have this kind of earthy master in our life now but still am glad that  my heavenly master is far more different  from them.  He cares for me  a lot.  He loves me.  He is concern about me.   He even treat me as a friend  and not as a filthy and  low servant.  And  what is more special is that I am His son co -heir  of His kingdom.   He is my king and  I am His princess.  He loves me so much even to the point of letting His  son died on the cross to redeemed me from the slavery of sin.   What more can I ask for?   I have found  a great treasure,  far more valuable than gold and silver.  

We may get tired and  oftentimes  get discouraged on the way our earthly master treated  us.  Sometime  we  like to give up, packed our things and  go back home.  Sometimes  we utter  bad words behind their  back.  We  want  to curse them and  desire bad things for them.  But what  stopping us from doing those things  is the excitement and  joy it brings  knowing our heaven master loves us. There  is ONE  powerful being that  can change simple things into something  extra ordinary.

Don’t lose heart…everything will be  fine.